My next test is in t-1 day, 22 hours 49 minutes.... and I am not ready!
I can't even say my mind is all over the place...because its NOT in school! Johnny Cash is singing a song to me on Pandora right now...a song I somehow have never heard, "Matthew 24 (is knocking at the door)". I turned the music on to help me calm down, and maybe even focus...what does it do instead??? It's got me thinking about end times problems...that's it! I'm switching to Matisyahu *changing stations*...Ahhh how about that now Matisyahu is singing "what I'm fighting for", ok well I give up ;-)
I don't live for the music...just like I don't live for the money. I do, however use the beautiful things to ease my mind during the day. Music is one of those beautiful things I can use...when it cooperates! Do you have those days full of anxiety, like when you can't even see what is causing it clearly? It's ironic how it happens like this...I am probably anxious about having this test coming up soon...but the anxiety kills my focus dead! The time to give up is not now though! I pushed 3 babies out of my body...I certainly can push through this!
I don't believe in giving up...maybe not even when you have a great excuse! So blog, so long for now...you served me well today but I have work to do!
I can't even say my mind is all over the place...because its NOT in school! Johnny Cash is singing a song to me on Pandora right now...a song I somehow have never heard, "Matthew 24 (is knocking at the door)". I turned the music on to help me calm down, and maybe even focus...what does it do instead??? It's got me thinking about end times problems...that's it! I'm switching to Matisyahu *changing stations*...Ahhh how about that now Matisyahu is singing "what I'm fighting for", ok well I give up ;-)
I don't live for the music...just like I don't live for the money. I do, however use the beautiful things to ease my mind during the day. Music is one of those beautiful things I can use...when it cooperates! Do you have those days full of anxiety, like when you can't even see what is causing it clearly? It's ironic how it happens like this...I am probably anxious about having this test coming up soon...but the anxiety kills my focus dead! The time to give up is not now though! I pushed 3 babies out of my body...I certainly can push through this!
I don't believe in giving up...maybe not even when you have a great excuse! So blog, so long for now...you served me well today but I have work to do!
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