What's Your Name Again?

Weekly Highlight... Scariness:
Two professors in two different classes on the same day said to the class, "this is going to be the hardest class you have taken so far at NMSU, so find a good study group and come to my office if you ever need help." Besides having that slight twilight zoney feeling in the pit of my stomach, all I could really do was laugh. Study group...really? HA! I haven't mastered the study part yet...let alone find time for group! Along with that slight problem, I can't ever seem to remember what I need help with when I get to the professor's office. I feel like such an idiot, every time I get the nerve up to walk in there, all I can hear is the Darth Vader theme music...you know the one, goes something like "dum dum dum dumdedum dumdeummmm"...and so forth. After that I am blank man! I make some crap question on the spot, and leave feeling like I should just be the mouse in someones pocket lol! On a lighter note...my husband, Joe, rocks! He finished our little girls closet unit thing and we are one step closer to living like real people!

Deep Thoughts:
I find myself with more questions than answers tonight, as this second full week of school comes to a close. All my life all I really needed was to want something, and then go after it. I couldn't fail right? Everything is so different now...I want to do this (school, parenting, marriage, faith, and friends) right, but it's like the horse running after the carrot on the string...I never quite get there.

We use the word priority like it's a sure thing, as if we all know what they are and what order they should be in. Seriously? I tried following the "most important first" philosophy, but as it turns out, there is no clear most important. They all seem to have to do with each other. Naturally as a parent I say meeting the needs of my girls is #1...but that in tales being diligent to pray for them, being successful in school so we can provide for them...etc. There is no list of priorities...there is only a puzzle...perhaps some kind of rubrics cube.

Highlight of the day:
Watching my baby push her huge highchair all over the house by herself...super hilarious.